Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I miss you.

Is it strange to write in a blog that I miss you?

I do.

Lately I've been feeling very alone. I'm filled with loneliness and uncertainty. I miss the way you used to make me laugh. All of the little ways you used to distract me and fill my time.

Suddenly I seem to have discovered how it feels to joyfully seed all the days of ones life, only to reap a bitter, non-existant harvest. All these years I've been waiting. Hopeful. Holding out that last bit of hope.

And now?

"For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundantly: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath. And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth."