In other news, I'm finally done with school for this wretched quarter, and this wretched year. I just have to get through Biology this summer, and I'm done for my entire wretched life, if I want to be. I don't know if I really do or not. Graduate school sounds like a really convenient way to put off being an adult for a while longer.
But then again, more and more, being an adult sounds like less of a bad thing. I've spent the last couple of days with my niece's baby, and my cousin's baby, and all I can think about is how I've neglected, purposefully, this huge part of my personality. I'm reconsidering all these notions about myself that I developed when I was like thirteen, that maybe shouldn't apply to me quite so much now that I'm past junior high school and my life is different. At the same time, I came to those conclusions, premature though they might have been, for good reasons, a considerable proportion of which still apply.
I turned 22 last Thursday. A lot of people did a lot of nice things for me, but it was still a lonely birthday somehow. I think they're going to become increasingly so as I continue to age. Adult years go by a lot faster than the younger ones did, for better and for worse.
I'm full of random thoughts tonight. I'm not all that coherent. I hate OSU's website for being down, so I can't check my grades.
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