Sunday, November 10, 2002

Damnit, I feel bad.

Somebody just called me to go out to lunch, and I said I had to work on a paper.

I do really have to work on a paper. But why couldn't I go out?

Grr...I wish I could call back now and say I'd go. I spend too much time on school. I've been lonely lately and wanting some stuff to do. So why is it that when somebody actually wants to do something with me I balk?

Damnit, damnit, damnit.

Now I'm going to spend the rest of my day lonely, with my nose in a stupid book regretting the knee-jerk responsibility that caused me to stay home rather than go out.