Wednesday, June 16, 2004

I loathe making big decisions, and here I am in the midst of several of them.

For one, I have to buy a new car. For another, I have to figure out what the hell it is I plan to do with this summer, and by extension, the rest of my life.

I don't really want to buy a new car, or figure out my life, but fate has handed me these things and now I have to deal with them. The answer to all of this, of course, is meditation, and that is the absolute last thing I'm thinking about doing just now.

From time to time I launch on these anti-thought/spirit/meaning kicks, and I'm in the midst of one now. I suppose I'll get over it. The world is full of emptiness, and my sights are on the world just now.w