Tuesday, May 20, 2003

I'm confused about a lot of things. Where is the line drawn between willful and pushy? I don't want to be a tyrant; am I? Sometimes I think I must have an opinion of my own personality which is utterly foreign to anyone who knows me. Which means, of course, that I have the wrong opinion about my own personality. That's disturbing. Am I manipulative? Hell, I hardly even want to know if I am. It's just that I always feel so damn justified in my own behavior. I have good reasons for the things I do, and I can defend the damn things to the death. I feel that I'm rarely wrong. I wonder if that's as self-righteous and arrogant as it sounds. I'm glad that I don't have to live with me.

posted by Sarie @ 11:09 PM >Comments: 0